No room for me

No room for me
 
Most of Your children pray
for deliverance and eternality;     
 
they ask for favors.  I seek the favor
of being quenched like a candle.
 
They imagine a heaven of fulfilled desires.
I can’t imagine a heaven wherein I exist
 
blissfully strolling its golden streets.
Please make, o Lord, irrefutable to my heart
 
what You have always declared
to be true – that You alone exist. 
 
No room for me anywhere
within Your infinite existence.
 
O child, you offer yourself to God –
but Meher said, God is where you are not.