The fruition of His mercy I have come to sow the
seed of love in your hearts,
said my Lord, and so I await the fruition of His mercy. Love is not a decision to make. I shall not be moved to love Him (as He should be loved) by any calculation nor all the willpower I might muster – not until my heart-soil is sufficiently turned and broken. It’s not a task assigned, but a process to endure. The hardscrabble illusion of my autonomy keeps that seed (now merely a buried potential) from taking root, until the moment (by God’s accord and schedule) the soil crumbles, my heart expands, ripens, softens to ultimately flower in its divine destiny. O child of God, the attempt to love Him (in return) stirs the latent, inchoate force within.
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