Pull off the road I’ve wanted to pull off the road for a long while. I don’t care much about arriving anymore. Almost a whole lifetime spent, rarely carefree and cozy in this old world. Fear is mostly what I’m made of; not much love to counteract it. This old car stalled again at a crossroads. Rather than attempt another repair I think I’ll abandon it altogether; strike out through the rough country; find out for sure (or not) if there is and always has been, a companion at my shoulder. If He’s not there, I’ve lost nothing I had before I started and surely the desert will welcome me into its warm and empty, ragged arms. O child of God, Meher said most wayfarers turn
to Him only as a last resort.
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