A faith unequivocal

A faith unequivocal                                                                                         
 
Years of obsessive pondering
upon the existence of God
 
and it seems I’ve yet to reach
the nadir of my ignorance;
 
the more data compiled
the more deeply mired am I
 
in a self-substantiated paradigm
where everything adds up
 
and nothing proves true. 
My one remaining hope
 
is for a Friend, good and true,
in places so high
 
that He and It (and even I)
are beyond imagination and conception.
 
O child of God, dare to live without hope,
in the shelter of a faith unequivocal.