Tuesday, January 28, 2020

Good clean fun

Good clean fun                                                                                        

You get to a point every now and then
where fun is just another waste of time –

and you don’t know how much
you have left (not near enough),

the house odds so utterly against you
only a miracle (call it grace)

could put you ahead of the game, get you
escorted out slightly woozy, flush with cash

and still you would be light years from home.
Good clean fun being one of the few

egalitarian pleasures given to us
on this planet, those who walk away from it

are deemed to have something inside
gone terribly awry. Or maybe

they just have other business to attend to,
a distant trumpet, dimly familiar, calling them back

to where in truth they might belong,
far from everything they ever once thought fun.

O child of God, you are an eternal being (per Meher).
How could you ever run out of time?



Back to the Garden

Back to the Garden

These are the heart tears, tinged with blood;
my Beloved knows every hidden grief.

I try to be strong for You
but we both know how crippled I am.

Won't You carry me for a ways?
That I might bury my face in Your throat.

That I might be held, body and soul, nearer to You.
O Beloved, stay within my sight - Your pink coat,
            sheer sadra, flowing hair.

Keep glancing over Your shoulder to make sure 
I am there - in earshot of Your handclap.

My heart, Lord, is Yours to range freely, until the day
the whole realm of my being lies under Your chappels.

O child of God, the heart is a mountainous country;
             beautiful valleys to cross.
Your Beloved walks it with you; back to the garden
              from which you came.
                               
                                 (from The Garden of Surrender, 2004)


Saturday, January 25, 2020

Nom-de-plume

Nom-de-plume                                                                     

I am the ribbon in the typewriter
(near as to anything else), the lead in the pencil,

ink in the pen, scattered pixels on the screen.
You write these poems.  You ask the questions,

provide the answers, make comments and observations.
The boundary between us then is vague,

shallow and negligible, only apparent
as I write it down, sit and wonder

where I’m being led, what will be asked
and said in a verse ironically tagged

with the nom-de-plume of my ignorance.  O Beloved! 
How You shake me up!  Rattle my bones!

O child of God, to write these poems is a breathless dip
into the depthless pool of His mystery.


Letting go the wheel

Letting go the wheel                                                                      

The crew seems to have staged a mutiny –
nothing much now requires my scrutiny,

my ship bound for I know not where.
I can’t rouse myself enough to care

so long as I have You in my sights
like the sky of stars above the harbor lights.

O Captain, time to yield my command.
Steer the course, steady my hand.

By Your timetable we’re now begone
as we sail into the limitless beyond

which seems familiar more and more
the farther we move away from shore.

O child of God, if only you could know and feel
the reinless freedom of letting go the wheel.